Patience

"How long before I get in
Before it starts before I begin
How long before you decide
Before I know what it feels like
Where to, where do I go?
If you never try then you'll never know
How long do I have to climb
Up on the side of this mountain of mine"

The first verse of this song seems to accurately describe
my emotions/ thoughts i have running through
my head tonight.

How long? Where? When? Who?

Patience is a virtue.
Patience is something i need to practice.
I have a hard time being patient when it comes to the future.
When your curious, excited, yet fearful all at the same time,
its hard to wait for the outcome. I suppose the 'waiting' / the ride would be
obsolete if one already knew what was to come.

I don't know what the future
has in store for me, i suppose i have my whole life to practice
this patience thing.