Patience

"How long before I get in
Before it starts before I begin
How long before you decide
Before I know what it feels like
Where to, where do I go?
If you never try then you'll never know
How long do I have to climb
Up on the side of this mountain of mine"

The first verse of this song seems to accurately describe
my emotions/ thoughts i have running through
my head tonight.

How long? Where? When? Who?

Patience is a virtue.
Patience is something i need to practice.
I have a hard time being patient when it comes to the future.
When your curious, excited, yet fearful all at the same time,
its hard to wait for the outcome. I suppose the 'waiting' / the ride would be
obsolete if one already knew what was to come.

I don't know what the future
has in store for me, i suppose i have my whole life to practice
this patience thing.

Jack

Time came a-creepin'
Oh and time's a loaded gun
Every road is a ray of light
It goes o-o-on
Time only can lead you on
Still it's such a beautiful night

Oh love don't let me go

I am one of the luckiest.

I love youu :]

Wake and Blog

So iv gotten into this new routine, that has left little space for my blogging.
I was asked by my beloved jack, why i had stopped blogging, i ranted and raved, 'when do
i have time?!' My turned into a nine to five job, i am nannying for a family this summer. I told my mom, after she says 'it will prepare you for motherhood', that its keeping me further away from it! Dont get me wrong, i like the job, i just am in that much less of a hurry to grow up.

Anywho i am thinkin since life has gotten so busy, work, eat, sleep, that i will begin waking and blogging on my saturdays and sundays.. We will see how this works out.

For a quick update, today is the 54th Talbot Street Art Fair. Jack and I plan on going :]

Last night we went to a drive in theatre, for free!

At $18 a carload we started looking for takers, of course we were unsuccessful because his crowd i suppose you could say lives simply, living day to day at the skate parks, refusing to grow up and get jobs, [i say this in the nicest way of course] in a way i envy their ability to find satisfaction regardless their lack in financial stability. I suppose they are the kind that will suffer the least in this 'recession'. Anywhooo, we eventually found a couple to go with us, or i should say they found us! And because we drove in without being seen, we didnt end up having to pay.. :]
The night ended up being a.... magical one :] In all ways, with the top down the stars sparkled above us. We saw Up and Night At the Museum Battle at the Smithsonian, those in themselves magical movies. The night was perfect, a night i was most def. in need of.

In conclusion, i need to start blogging more, now i have too much to blog about and i cant cram it all in one one day.

To do list..

Who follows them? I dont know the answer to that one.. but i sure as heck never seems to quite follow through with them.. But i decided to make one.. so maybe i can accomplish atleast one thing on the list that i would have forgotten to do had i not listed it as one of the things on my to do list..ha. So here goes nothing...

1. Read Read Read
2. Make the friendship bracelets i told my friends i would make them
3. Write my friends in distant places
4. Learn to play the piano
5. Actually organize my room top to bottom
6. Paint my room
7. Paint my bathroom
8. Pray
9. Journal
10. Make working out a daily routine
11. Read the Twilight series.. [i need the first book though, anyone got it?]
12. Consistantly pray that i have a good roommate next year [feel free to pray for me]
13. Take pictures
14. Organize my itunes library
15. GO TO LOLLAPALOOZA

a pleasant surprise

I went to Terre Haute this weekend to visit my best friend Christina. I kno she may read this, but i will be honest, its something i thought i would never admit.. but i had a spectacular time in the grungy.. [ which was actually not so grungy ] town. With a best friend get together on sunday.. laying out on margarita monday, and tune into cmt tuesday - the three day shifted to the right weekend turned out to be one to remember.


















The fun did not stop with the get- togethers ... i was even priveledge to witness a fire!
Trust me it was that exciting - considering we spent an hour and half taking pictures and watching in aw!It was a good weekend. I'll be looking forward to the next time i return :]
but until then.. its summer in Noblesville!!!

FRiENDS

The picture above only describes half of the fun
i had with my favorite
girl Christina yesterday!
Some could say you dont realize how much
you have missed someone until you are
at last together again :]]

NEW DOG + NEW WINNING SEASON = l0VE

Whats that you smell...

a winning season!?

CUBBIES WIN! 4-2

Too bad the rents are in
st. thomas and Kosuke (fukudome)
[see cute dog above]
had to be locked up in the kennel for the win :[
oh well.. there will be more wins!
i can feel it in my bones :]]